Regret

 I am sad. I made a stupid choice. I wish I hadn't done it, buy I did it anyway. I should have run indoor track. Instead, I decided to swim. Swimming is second nature for me (running being my first nature). I thought the best time to try swimming would be freshman year. Oh I learned my lesson alright. I thought swimming would be so much more. It's a shame because I felt more in shape during the summer swim season than I do now.  Sure swimming and running complement each other really well but I miss my friends from cross country. I miss my coaches, and I miss the pain of running. I miss the feeling that I'm working hard to keep up with my team members. Swimming is too easy. I need a challenge. This may not make sense to anyone who reads this but just think if you gave up something you love with your whole heart, how would you feel?